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Reflection

I got a ton of nice email, comments, texts and calls after my post about depression yesterday. Thank you, all, for being so respectful and loving. I’m glad that my story resonated with you.

A big question I was asked today was “how do you feel after writing that?” Fine, seriously fine, not deceptively fine. I’m not struggling with depression right now. That was part of my motivation of writing that right now– it’s a lot easier to put everything into words when I am a bit detached from it. I felt very nervous about hitting “publish”, but I was quickly reminded that all of the love, encouragement, and hearing how people could relate is absolutely worth the potential backlash.

My mom sent me this NPR story from Hyberbole and a Half‘s Allie Brosh today. It’s about her experience with depression and worth a listen.

I think if you know me at all or have read my blog for any length of time, you know how much I love walks by myself. This has always been one of the best ways for me to clear my head and it helps a ton with feelings of depression, as well as everyday stress.

Today, I was able to sneak off with my dogs for a bit. The weather was perfect. It felt like spring. 70 degrees with a warm breeze. I have a feeling I’m going to read back on my blog someday and be annoyed at how often I mention the weather. But, you guys, it was PERFECT.

The clouds and the reflection in this little creek were exquisite.
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Another reflection. I love capturing these reflections with my camera right now. How appropriate, right?
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The woods at dusk. This would certainly freak some people out, but I love it. 200+ pounds of protective dogs doesn’t hurt either.
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I turned my camera to auto for these last two photos. Sorry, sorry.

My furry companions, with glowing eyes.
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These two had near-matching PJs tonight. However, they would not hold still for a photo.
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Friday

A friend recommended the workbook for Experiencing God to me last week, and it arrived today. We were having a stressful day, so I put on a movie for the kids and snuck outside with the book and my last piece of Salted Caramel Chocolate.

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I’m ready for Christmas. I try to hold off as long as I can, but I broke down and got an evergreen scented candle.
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These are Gus’s favorite books right now. Goodnight, Goodnight Construction Site and Llama Llama Red Pajama.
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“Dat ‘moke!” (That’s smoke!) . . . “Mama coming?”

Bedtime. It looks like this was edited with heavy vignetting, but it was actually taken in a dark room with a flashlight. Lena was still awake.

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Eighteen Degrees

It was 18 degrees (Fahrenheit for my International readers) when I got up this morning. A high of 37 degrees. Hello, winter.

Yet, after school, I still heard “Mama, can I play with [my friend]?”

And I said yes! Clearly, I’ve lost my mind.

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Actually, this girl, who seemed to love being out in the cold, may have lost her mind. Or found her Ukrainian heritage.
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Carrying all of his stuff and Lena’s stuff. What a gentleman!