Day 3

Today’s visit was very good and also a bit heartbreaking. We played with the same toys as yesterday. I also brought our ipod today so that Lena could look at pictures while I took a video. She likes to name all of the people in the photo, “Ilya, Mama, Papa, Lena”. It’s also fun if I point to them in the photo and she names them while she points to the real person.

They both love to it when they build a tower and Aaron picks them up to put the top blocks on… I should mention that these are very soft foam blocks, so it didn’t hurt if they hit anyone when they fall over!

We brought snacks today and wow, they devoured them. Ilya drank two juices boxes… and they shared two small packs of crackers. They ate them eagerly and licked up very last crumb (including the ones on the floor, before we could stop them!) They let us cuddle with them while they ate. We were trying to teach them “please” but I know they have no idea what we’re saying and we are trying to get them both to trust us, so I did not push it too much. I don’t want them to be the person waving a cracker in their face, but not letting them have it.

Ilya absolutely warmed up to us today. He took our camera and was going through all the photos. He found a picture of the castle of foam blocks that he and Aaron made and he ran over to Aaron saying “Papa! Papa! Papa!” That maybe the first time he has called for his “papa”. A nanny came in at one point and I think she asked who we were. Well, both of them said almost at the same time “Mama i Papa”. They both seemed very proud to have their own mama and papa. And, in the middle of our visit, Ilya had to go to the bathroom (so we think he is fully potty trained, as he actually asked both of us and looked at us like we were crazy since we had no idea what he was saying). Well, a nurse took him to the bathroom and we knew he was back when we heard his little feet running as fast as he could down the hall! He is letting both of us pick him up and hug him. We played the running away from mama game, where they act like they don’t want me to get them, but then they laugh when I pick them up and hug them, kiss them and tickle them. Aaron tried to play that with Lena, and she laughed, but she ran right over to me to be picked up!


Aaron played “airplane” with both of them today too. He’d set Lena down and she pull on his legs to be picked right back up again. She really is something. She smiles constantly. I mean, constantly. She smiles when we play with her, she smiles when we feed her, she smiles if we’re just sitting there next to her. Ilya takes a toy out of her hand, and she just kind of shrugs it off and keeps smiling. I kept commenting to Aaron on the constant smile. I was actually wondering if she is this way for her nannies too; if she is just a very happy little girl. Well, they came down to get her for lunch, we did not understand what they told her, but you should have seen the pout on her face. I am not sure that I’ve ever seen a child that genuinely sad before. She didn’t cry or screamed… she just looked miserable.


Lena has a very strong desire to be held. If you hold her like a baby, she gets a huge smile on her face. This orphanage is a very good one, but I still don’t think that they get the chance to be held constantly like a baby with a mother does.

We had a bunch of RR kid sightings today. We saw David, James, Polina, Carolyn and Dana. They were all very curious, but Dana especially broke my heart. She looked at me and said “Mama?” She ran over, but before I could give her a hug the nanny pulled her away. She and Carolyn walked by again later and they both tried to run over to us. It’s hard to see all the RR photos and know that a child is waiting. But when that child comes up to you and asks you “Mama?”… that is just heart wrenching. I am very glad that Dana has a wonderful family coming for her. She is the only one of those who does. All the rest of them are 4 or 5, I think, and still waiting. These children need a mama and papa. Adoption is hard, long and expensive, but it’s beyond worth it. And special needs? Who cares. The second Lena came over to me and smiled, I realized that there was nothing wrong with her. Trust me, she’s perfect. Ilya too. This might sound really cheesy, but I am not sure that you can understand it until you’ve met these children. Until Lena smiles for the whole two hours during your visit or Ilya runs down the hall ’cause he can’t wait to play with you more.



14 thoughts on “Day 3”

  1. This post fills me with such joy! I am so happy to see your new family bonding and playing. And manners will come much later, after attachment and language. What adorable children you have 🙂 Would you mind being on the lookout for RR Daniel? There is a family who wants to adopt him so I'm trying to figure out if he is still at this orphanage (hopefully not transferred).

  2. I'm so happy for you Mama and your children are beautiful. You are so sensitive to their needs and it is a lovely thing to see. What an amazing family.

  3. Aww, they are both ridiculously adorable! I love the video of them placing the foam blocks on the tower–teamwork!!!Are you able to get any photos of the other RR kids? I am absolutely in love with James and David, and would bring them home in a heartbeat if I wasn't unmarried, too young, and didn't still have several years of university to go 😦

  4. They are so precious! Lena is so tiny and absolutely adorable. I have no idea what her special need is and I certainly can't tell anything from the pictures. You are right, she is perfect. And I love her name:) Ilya is adorable too and he looks like a great little boy. You are going to have a lot of fun with both of them.I have one question. Do you get to see them every day while you're there? At what point do they get to leave the orphanage?

  5. Hi Molly! A fun game that builds trust, encourages eye contact, and teaches thank you/your welcome. (In my opinion, please can come later. My babies learned Thank You before they learned Please). I read about this in an adoption book, and a few weeks later saw a dr. from the adoption clinic @ Comer do this with Dasha Heim. Recently I was babysitting and tried it out on my 19 mo old nephew (whom I don't see very often-and we really have never had the chance to bond). He dug it too! Get together a lot of something (wooden blocks; I used magnet toys; the doctor used a stack of his business cards). Hand the child one, and say Thank You! Repeat, saying Thank You each time. (maybe you will have to "borrow" from their pile/bucket/bag whatever-take just one back at a time so it's sort of a juggling move and not that you are taking it from them) A little farther into it, pause between handing them the items until they look up at you-smile and enthusiastically Thank You. Chances are, at some point they will say Thank You and you can then answer Your Welcome! in a super sweet voice. I would do things like say THHAANNKK YYOOOUUU slowly, or thank you super fast to get extra giggles out of him. Children at this development stage (1-3) LOVE this : ) I choose to do this game with my nephew when he started realizing his mom had left. Before long he was coming to me for hugs and hardly missed her! Best Wishes!Melissa

  6. Oh the cuteness, I can hardly stand it!!! PRECIOUS! i am so glad you are with them now! I am sorry I am so bad at commenting, your blog doesnt show up in my feed because it is private… but know we are praying often for you and those sweeties!

  7. I'm so grateful you and Aaron are bonding with your children. I love all the smiles you all are sharing with one another. Is it cold in the orphanage? I noticed Aaron is wearing (what looks like) a jacket. I have a friend who adopted a sibling set of 3 and they were "asked" (required was more like it) to donate items to the orphanage. Have you been asked to donate items too?Thank you for keeping us posted. I look forward to reading new posts and looking at the fun pictures.

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